Sunday, April 01, 2007
first:
It was my day but you gave it away
to a stranger in the park you met just a while ago,
and don't lie to me, because I know.
I was the unsuspecting victim of the time,
and I already know what I had wasn't mine.
So I let you slip from my grip.
You needed someone as the night crept behind you,
someone to help guide you through,
but by the time I got there,
you didn't want me to care anymore.
second:
Because we don't even know,
next year's going to blow us away,
what can we say?
Move along to next year,
don't worry, we'll all be here,
and if you're uncertain,
just look around,
we'll keep you from going down.
Freenut wants to tell everyone that next year's going to be a blast,
but she wants to remind everyone not to forget their past,
because memories are experiences everyone should keep,
whether it brings smiles or makes you weep.
And when it's hard to wake up and start anew,
don't worry, just look for help,
and help will come to you.
third:
And I stood still.
(I took a long look backwards, into the past, into my memories.)
And I hesitated.
(I looked towards tomorrow, and I'm afraid.)
I reached out a hand.
(I hoped it would be taken.)
But no hand would hold mine.
I was tainted and stained, dirty and unclean.
If I could look at tomorrow with eyes of hope,
then I can look back at yesterday,
with smiles,
and not regret anything that happened.
Freenut just feels philosophical at this moment.
Freenut is always like that.
Where's my groundnut? :(
last:
You asked me something, I didn't reply,
but I didn't agree, nor did I deny.
Far from it, I just couldn't say,
I wish these questions would just go away.
And with your prying eyes,
I wish you would just realise.
How I wish you would just disappear,
how I wish I could make it clear.
To you, I wish you could see,
how much you irritate me,
and you think it seems like you care,
but to me, you're just being unfair.
FYI, freenut is Maddy.
i was reading through my past posts, when i came across these. I realized she wrote quite a few poems for me just t make my blog more alive. (: she's so sweet, ain't she?
and i miss those times really much.
i miss Husband and wife;
i miss Freenut and Groundnut;
i miss her.
okay, im feeling confused now.
cos im going overseas in June,
and it's like before i really decide,
my aunt they all are booking tickets alrdy.
i dont want yes, neither do i want t say no.
grrrrrrr )x
okay im doing Art, just finished One proper drawing, awesom?
and btw, Happy April's Fool :D
yesterday i managed t tricked wing, so fun.
"eh bio have t finish up 2papers and hand in by monday!"
"huh. i dont have leh"
"you go check? must rush, no time lar"
"nvm got tmr, relax"
"cannot, got 28pages you know! lucky i completed half alr"
"huh mygod!" (appears to be offline)
HAHAHA. so i msged her that it's april fool and she went "wah chey!" :D
i tricked 4 ppl:
one tricked and got super worried(so cutesy),
second one tricked and got stressed(really funny),
third one say 'it's very dee shocking!'(v annoying),
fourth one we april fool-ed each other at same time(cool luh).
(: (: (: joce didnt believe me though, hur.
time t do my art, whines.
whispers: hello, i miss you super terribly.
4:20 PM